Taylor, a 26-year-old Black emergency medical technician, was shot and killed by Louisville police officers on March 13, 2020, during a botched raid in her apartment.
“Every time I read about innocent people that were killed by police officers, I think that literally could’ve been me,” Fall said. “There is not a day that goes by where I don’t think to myself that that literally could’ve been me sleeping in my apartment.”
Fall said she loves how there is a lot of media coverage on police brutality because it spreads awareness, but on the other hand, she said hearing about police brutality messes up her entire day and makes her feel overwhelmed.
Fall said police brutality coupled with the continued media coverage results in her not being able to trust the police and starting to hate herself because she believes things would be different if she had a different skin color.
“There are times where I think that all of this could’ve been solved if I had a different skin color, so you slowly start to hate your own skin,” Fall said. “It takes a strong mentality to acknowledge that being Black isn’t the problem, but the police is the problem.”
Fall said she has not sought out help from any mental health services because she is not sure how it would help her and does not know where to receive help.